Dugaan

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey guys ! What's up ? Ramai dari korang semua maybe tengah sunyi sepi, sedih dan berduka lara macam aku sekarang.. Tapi aku tak la 100% berduka lara sebab terselit jugak kebahagiaan yang Allah still simpan untuk aku. Yang mampu buat aku tetap and terus kekal Kuat ! :') *macam iklan sabun basuh baju dah aku tengok* Thanks Allah for sending me someone that still cared for me.

Capital S, this post is for you.

My sweetest friend, I'm sorry if I'd make mistakes. Aku tak pasti silap aku kat mana. Kau tak pernah terangkan kenapa kau tiba tiba benci aku. Aku tak salahkan kau tiba tiba kau marah marah aku. Aku terpaksa anggap semua tu just dugaan. Aku ni pon manusia biasa. Maaf sebab tak bagi perhatian masa kau cakap dengan aku sebab kau salah timing. Seriously, berat bagi aku nak accept and hadam apa yang kau cakap tu bulat bulat. Especially part kau cakap "AKU BENCI KAU". Aku sayang kau tapi aku tak faham conflict apa yang jadi antara kita berempat. Aku tak pernah benci kau. Tak pernah sekali pon. Aku pon manusia biasa. Walaupun aku nampak kuat tapi aku tetap ada hati dan perasaan.

Apa perasaan kau bila tiba tiba kawan yang kau sayang tak bercakap dengan kau? Abaikan kau ?  Kau boleh terima ke ? Aku keluar dengan empat orang tu pon sebab aku nak bagi masa untuk kau fikir apa yang terbaik untuk diri kau. Sorry kalau buat kau sakit hati. Aku sayang kau ! Menyakitkan bila orang yang kita sayang tiba tiba menjauh tanpa sebab. Aku cuma ada empat orang tu je. Dulu aku ada 8 orang yang sentiasa ada kat sisi aku, tapi sekarang semua dah pergi. Sakit Okay !

Sorry la kalau tiba tiba aku balik rumah tanpa sebab. Ye ! Aku nak lari dari korang. Aku duduk bilik yang ada 4 orang tapi aku rasa macam aku duduk sorang sorang. Hati aku sakit. Aku nak cari ketenangan. Maaf kalau buat kau terasa. Maaf sangat sangat.. Aku harap kau baca apa yang aku type ni.

*AKU TETAP SAYANG KAU SEBAGAI KAWAN SAMPAI BILA BILA, capital S..

My life as DDV's student

Assalamualaikum ~

Hai hai ~ Okay, before this I'd promise to story morry about my life as students right ? Tapi tapi tapi.. I'm so sorry because didn't have a time to upload so many things here. So sorry. Okay la.. Let's check this out ~

My Artwork !

Hey ! This is my final project for drawing skills subject. I only use 1 day to finished this drawing. This is my last minute drawing. Mula mula aku lukis gambar tupai nak ambil kacang dari tangan orang but suddenly, that drawing tertinggal dalam bas masa aku nak balik ke Perlis. Even though I know I didn't have so much time to draw it again, but I made up my mind to create a new one. Thanks Allah ! I made it on time ! 

Nah ! This is the drawing that I left on the bus.. Seriously, I've put so much effort here but then it left on the bus. How sad ! T.T

  

Okay this picture are sure not awesome. Aku tak buat betul betul. Grid drawing. 

Okay, tu je yang dalam simpanan aku.. Yang lain dah sampai kat lecturer and tak sampai balik kat tangan aku. Sedih kan ? haha. Ada gambar untuk art and design subject but soft copy untuk semua gambar, tak ada kat aku. So sad ! T.T 

Ouh ya ! Last but not least, I want to congrats to myself because I've got 3.55 pointer in a first sem ! Yeah ! I did it ! :D AKJ ( Anugerah Ketua Jabatan) Hope the next sem my pointer will not go down. Hope so..

Okay, kita teruskan dengan script writing punya assignment. Tak susah and tak senang untuk subject ni.. Apa yang tak susah ? Yang tak susah tu bab pergi kelas. Sebab biasanya kami hanya pergi kelas untuk bentangkan our project je. It's fun ! But tak senang tu pulak, bahagian markah. Yup. It's kinda hard to get a marks. Okay, let's check this out.

Okay, dapat upload trailer je. This is just a few of our final project. We have to do some researched. Our project is about Mahsuri.

Ni Izzuddin. We called him Iz. Dia ni DDS's student (Seni Digital)  Dia memang pantang nampak camera. While I'm waiting them for snap Makam Mahsuri's picture, I took some photo with Iz. 

Here it is ! Farhan, our photographer (maybe) Haha. He's in part of editing our final project videos. ( Iz menyibuk ! Haha )

There we are ! Fakhrul as our tour guide. Haha. Nope la. He's our 'kepala' in our final project. Our AHLONG. Haha.. He's in management part.

Ah ! Idhan's picture are not there. Sorry Idhan. You're busy with your stuff so can't take some picture with you.

Stylo Production. I do love them so much ! Without them, for sure my life at PTSS will be bored. Thanks Allah for sending me the sweet, tough, cute, and crazy friend like them :)

Okay, habis part tu, kita pergi part final project untuk Photography pulak. Susah ? Tak la susah sangat. Tapi boleh sasau la jugak buat project ni. Our first idea is Parkour. But we've changed it. It's kinda hard to do it. So we changed to Martial Art. We've go to Alor Star ( for shooting) and Jawi, Perak (Kampung Fakhrul) But got rejected from our lecturer. Then we ended up to  do something easy and do like professional. ( Oh ! Bajet sungguh !) We're not only do our assignment only, but we've go to travel too. Okay, check this out ! 

Me ! At Taman Ular, Perlis.

He's cute ! Love his eyes ! :3 Fais asseri. DHK's students ( Hotel Catering )

After watching some monkey, they wanna be like them ! Haha :P *caption yang agak kejam!*

Only one girl ? Ouh yeah ! They are my body guard ! Haha :P

Stylo Production : Buat assignment and Makan angin ~ :3

I love this view ! Thanks Farhan ! :D

Tasou Lake. A damn beautiful places ! SubhanaAllah :)

Farhan get along with the camera. Memory penuh dambar dia ! Haha.

Camdid ! Hampeh betul photographer ni -.-" ( dunno whether Fakhrul or farhan as Paparazi -.-")

Candid again. But beautiful ! Love it !

A part of our assignment. Snap some picture for final project.

Muka poyo and kepanasan. Hell yeah ! Even tired, but still get an awesome memories.

Saudara mereka yang sudah lama terpisah ! ( Fakhrul, Idhan and Fais)

Muka teruja dapat jumpa sahabat lama ! :P

Okay, done with photography. Okay, about my club pulak. Kelab teater, kelab yang paling aku aktif. Aku ada join kelab Fasilitator but 1 event pon aku tak join. Tak ada masa and selalunya mesti ada event lain yang clash dengan event fasi ni. So aku aktif kat kelab teater je la. Okay, sebelum ni aku ada post tentang Program berbuka Puasa di rumah kanak kanak perlindungan Arau, yup, that's my first time handle event. Memang seram, takut, nervous. Haha. Macam macam perasaan ada time tu. But at last event tu berjalan lancar. Thanks Allah ! Second event is IN-TEM (Interaksi bersama ahli kelab teater muzikal). 

Sorry la.. Tak ada gambar untuk second event. Okay la.. Gotta go.. Mahu mandi and relax. Penat dah mata asyik menghadap laptop. Daa.. 

conflict ?

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey guys ! What's up ? Did you guys had some conflict? What kind of conflict ? Or maybe you're sit in front of your laptop and eating cornflakes ? Okay, stop right there ! *I'm started blur for a while*

Okay, actually I had some conflict. Hurm. Maybe December are not really kind to me. Hope the next month, January will be kind to me. I hope so ~ Daa ~

* I can't have a long post like before. Sorry.. (away for awhile)*

I'm getting Old ?

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey guys ! How are you ? Okay, I'm sorry for not posting any stories about my class and few thing at PTSS as I promised before. Actually, I don't know how to share with you guys. It's okay. Maybe I will update later. Our semester breaks will ended soon. Oh My ! I don't how to feel. Whether I'm happy, excited (because of certain reasons), lazy and etc. And fyi, my ex-classmate (4 account,2010 ), Alif are going to be my junior. WHAT ? We're on the same Poli ? Why why why ? But actually, I'm happy with it. Bertambah lagi la kawan lelaki aku kat sana. Haha..

Okay, forget about that ! Back to our title.. What ?! I'm getting old ? Oh No ! Say no to get old ! I wanna be young forever ! ( can I ? :3 )  Yeah, yesterday is my birthday.Happy belated birthday to me ! Haha. What the fish ?! Wish for yourself ? derr.. How sad ! Thanks for those who wish my birthday. Actually, I'm not really happy on that day. For me, my birthday is just nothing. There's nothing special about that day. Furthermore, I spend my 'birthday time' with helping my mother at her stall and sat in front of my laptop, watching a Japanese drama. What a boring day.. My father were bought a Black forest cake for me and I have to wait my sister until she's back from her office. After Maghrib, I've go to Pasar Malam for buy a dinner. Then. we're prepare the dinners on the table and ate them. Then the last part is Potong cake's session. Before that, I have to capture some picture of cake before it lost in 'dragon's stomach'. Haha. ( Sorry, Malas nak upload ) After ate, I'm going back to my room and ready for hibernasi ( sleep ). Memang awal aku masuk tidur on that day. But who's care ? -.-" I hope that day will ended early than usual !

Like anyone who already reach their birthday day, I also have a wish. Let's check it out ~

1) I wanna have a beautiful dress !

Ha ! Cantik kan ? Yeah. LOVE to wearing a dress like this but this dress will be wasted because takkan aku nak pergi jalan jalan pakai baju macam ni. Kang ada yang tegur pengantin lari dari wedding sendiri pulak. I seyh man ! -.-"

2) Dah ada baju, mesti la ada kasut kan ?

Ha ! Kasut ni cantikan ? simple but elegance. 

3) Bilik dipenuhi buku dan komik ♥

cantikkan tempat ni ? Kalau penat membaca, boleh tengok pemandangan pulak :3

Hunger games set's book !

Ni la yang aku tengah tunggu turun dari langit ! Eyyhh.. silap ! Aku tengah kumpul duit yang sentiasa tak terkumpul tu, nak beli buku ni, satu set ! Harga dia dalam rm60 something kat MPH.. lupa already..

Okay. I would like to stop right here. Wanna sleep meyh. Anyway, special thanks to my room mate for her entry made only for me ( Syazlin ).. :)

Stylo Production members ♥

Assalamualaikum ~

Holla ! Hey guys ! What's up ? It's been a long time that I left this blog. Oh my ! I already forget how to write an essay like I did before. kuang kuang kuang. I'm sorry for leave it my blog and do not update any post after I've entered PTSS. Yeah, I'm kinda busy. I have a lot of assignment to submit and for sure it left a few memories that i can't forget in semester 1. Okay, let me show you one by one. Maybe this post will made your eyes blur because it's too long ! Haha.. Gomen nee ( Japanese language means sorry ).

Firstly, if you did read my older post,  I did tell you what class I'm in and who is my room mates. But right now, I want to tell about My group that called as Stylo production. In that team has me, Idhan,Fakhrul and Farhan. Actually they are my best friend, my classmate and my sweet brother. Yeah, I'm only a girl who are surrounded by a boys. Haha.. Who's care ? Haha.

from left : me, Fakhrul, Idhan,Farhan

Since we were closed, so we decide to be together in one group. And we decide to named our group as Stylo Production. 

How We Met ?

Okay, this question is kinda hard to answer it. We are classmate, so we do met at class everyday ! So, maybe I should change the question to "How do we get closed ?". Okay, like always, I'm not really friendly. But after we're finished our class ( ni cerita masa kami belum rapat and to be more clarified, this time is when we're just about met at the first class), Iffah and I and I don't really know since when our classmates (boys only) were followed us. Or maybe we did followed them. I don't really remember about that part. We take a seat and just had an easy chat like tanya nama, asal mana and what so ever la. Like always, diorang akan cakap aku sombong sebab aku jarang bercakap. Yes, I admit it. Saya memang susah nak bercakap sebab setiap kali saya bercakap, mesti ada yang tersasul. That's why la aku malas nak bercakap. 

After that, someone were told us, yang Matrix card dah siap and boleh ambil dekat Pejabat Hal Ehwal Pelajar (HEP). So, we decided to go there together. After that, only me and Idhan je yang tak ada kad matrik. Agak bengang la jugak sebab tunggu punya la lama but then " I'm sorry. Matrix card anda tak ada". So, me, Idhan and Farhan ( just temankan Idhan) decide nak tunggu orang tu buat kad baru. Masa ni la kami jadi rapat. Idhan yang mulanya nampak sombong and agak pendiam, bercakap tak berhenti. Wohoo ! Sungguh aku terkejut ! I thought Idhan are annoying and perasan handsome ( actually, memang betul pon dia perasan handsome) but that time dia tunjukkan perangai dia yang kuat bercerita. Agak funny jugak la cerita dia. And blablabla. Banyak betul cerita dia. But then, kitorang dipanggil untuk buat kad matrik. Suddenly, aku teringat yang aku tak pernah bagi apa apa gambar sebab masa pendaftaran modul, aku tak berapa sihat. So, Idhan dapat kad matrik dia. And he look very happy to have it. -.-" Then because of  I didn't has any gambar on that time, so kena lah cari masa lain untuk buat matrik kad tu. After that, masa on the way nak balik hostel, aku pon dengan muka ala ala tak malu, mintak phone number Idhan and Farhan. That's because I do not has my classmate's phone numbers. Then sejak dari tu kami rapat. Aku rapat dengan fakhrul pulak sebab dia join kelab teater. Dari situ aku mula rapat dengan diorang berempat. Always together. 

Okay, the end of this part. I will update a new entry for tomorrow. No worries, I had a thousands story that I want to share in this blog.. Okay, Gotta go.. Sayonara ~ :D