Unforgivable sins

We've start with hi

Then we've become enemy 

I don't know why suddenly my heart is beating fast when I'm with you

I try to hold it

But it can't 

So I let you know..

I thought it was good when I let you know

But I don't know 

I'm happy

I've started to accept you in my life

I've started to feel blossom in my heart

I know it just for awhile

But I decide to enjoy with it

But it suddenly changed!

We've faced so many problem together

We've try to become stronger 

We've face it together..

But

It changed !

We're going too far..

We've feel too confidence that our relationship will not going to broke

Until the true problem comes to us

We've lost !

Now and then

I know that the fate is wrong

Our love is not that strong

Even though we've try to get back but it never be the same like before..

You've changed !

I'd changed !

Maybe this is our fate
We've love each other
We've stand together
But at last we've failed to stand together
We've failed to love each other like back then

Love in your heart is fade
Maybe this is our fate
Our love is stand only for 3 years
We've lose

Last words,
I'm glad to know you
I'm happy when I'm with you
You've teached me how to become stronger
And I do love you until now
That's feeling will never fade..

I've Lost The Most Precious Things In My life

Hey My Dear,

I'm sorry for everything I've done to you,

I do regret everything now,

I MISS YOU SO MUCH !

I'm suffered because I let you go,

I'm Suffered because I miss you so much,

I'm suffered for everything what I've done to you.

Dear sweetheart,

I just want you to know that I'm always love you,

I'm sorry for my mistakes,

I know that you cant forgive me,

But I'm sorry

I do regret for all my mistakes

Dear My love,

I know that I've lost you already

I want you back,

If I could turn back time...

Dear My Precious,

I can't turn back time,

I'm sorry for what I've done,

Now I've learned that I can't live without you,

but now,

I have to face reality that you are gone

I can't have you

I have to face it even though I know that I'm not strong enough

I'm sorry

I Miss you

I've lost you

I just want you back but I know it can't be happen

I've regret for letting you go

At the end, I have to accept that I've lost the most precious things in my life

I miss you my sweetheart

No one can replace your place inside of my heart.

Sem 2 sem yang memenatkan !

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey guys. What's up ? Okay, aku malas nak membebel panjang panjang. Just nak cerita tentang what had happened in my second semester. Okay, for sure my second semester is quite challenging. Seriously , really challenging ! Antara sebab sebabnya ialah :

1) Banyak grouping assignment yang menyebabkan aku tak dapat tidur malam.
2) Kena manage Kelab teater but at last tak buat apa apa event langsung. *sigh* ( disappointed).
3) Stress kena pulau. *sigh* ( disappointed and hope next semester will be alright )
4) Almost didn't have a time to sleep well.
5) Too much problem.

Ya Allah ! See ? This is just a few. Belum lain lain masalah lagi. *sigh*. Even though I had so much problem but I have some friends to help me to get up and never giving up. Antaranya ialah :

1) Syed Muhammad Idhan. ( My beloved Boyfriend.)
 - Idhan is my special one and he's my bodyguard kat Perlis. Couple since 13th January and teman bergaduh aku sepanjang hari. Dia seorang pembuli !

2) Nor Fakhrul Razi ( My beloved brother )
 - Lai lai lai. Fakhrul is my second bodyguard ! Muehehhe. Dialah bodyguard, dialah abang yang selalu jaga aku and dia jugak lah kawan yang selalu bantu aku.

3) Muhammad Farhan ( My beloved big brother )
- Big brother kah ? Haha. Disebabkan dia paling tua diantara kitorang so dialah bodyguard, abang, kawan yang paling sulung.. Haha. Dia suka marah aku. -.-

4) Nurul Nazihah ( My Kakak ! )
- Ni ha ! Kakak aku kat Perlis. Dia selalu jaga aku.. Tidur pon nak sama sama. Gedik betul ! Haha. Tapi takpe, aku sayang dia. Haha.. Dia selalu pujuk aku and bagi nasihat kat aku. Kakak la katakan.. Haha..

5) Ramai la lagi ! penat nak sebut sorang sorang. Afiqah, Fais, Wawa, Izzudin, Basirah and seangkatan dengannya.

Second semester ni aku belajar tentang bahagian pre-production ( before shooting). Ni antara subjek subjek yang aku belajar semester 2 ni :

1) Cinematography
- Subject ni kena buat event kat sekolah, Mini project ( buat short documentary), belajar tentang scene scene dalam movie, camera movement and etc. Awesome ! Best ! Especially dapat merayau pergi Alor Setar dengan budak budak satu course naik bas poli.

2) Storyboarding
- Subject ni tak susah tapi kejam ( bagi aku la). Kenapa aku cakap subject ni kejam ? Sebab kitorang kena create cerita then melukis and mewarna. Yang best part presentation ( Group Presentation). Even gugup sebab takut salah cerita, kena cover ketakutan ! Haha. Masa kitorang create cerita ni, berapa banyak kali entah kena reject dengan lecturer. But at last tambah perisa and gabung idea aku, Idhan and Farhan. So end up dengan project yang bertajuk 'The Icy Jack'.

3) Introduction to the video production.
- subject ni susah ! Serious susah ! Kena contact orang luar untuk dapatkan maklumat. Banyak nota kena salin. Banyak bende yang kena ambik kira before settle satu satu kerja. The whole things kerja grouping tapi memang memeningkan kepala. Dalam subject ni jugak presentation kitorang hampeh. Haha.. Takpe, belajar dari kesilapan.

4) Audio Video technology.
- subject ni mula mula nampak susah but practical dia boleh dikategorikan sederhana susah. Kenapa ? Sebab banyak nota yang buatkan aku tertidur masa lecturer membebel kat depan. Seriously, banyak gila nota ! Masuk je kelas, dah menguap. Haish.. Teruk betul ! -.-" Tapi untuk subject ni group kami dapat full marks ! *bangga*

5) Agama Islam
- subject ni kitorang belajar tentang seni dalam Islam. Kami kan budak seni, so kami kenalah belajar tentang seni Islam. Kelas sempoi habis ! Ada singing, borak and gaming.

6) Digital imaging.
- subject ni belajar tentang nak handle Adobe Photoshop. Sampai sekarang aku masih terkial kial nak edit gambar lagi. *sigh* Tapi takpe, still have a time isn't ? Relax and cool !

7) Creative thinking
- Subject ni senang lulus and senang gagal. Tataw kenapa aku cakap macam tu. Haha. Tapi subject ni je 1 jam setiap minggu. Best kan ? Haha.

8) Kokurikulum
- Subject ni aku pilih Taekwondo. Setiap hari rabu, malam aku kena turun pergi pusat sukan. Main tendang tendang, tumbuk and lari lari. Best jugak sebab aku teringat kat Sir Amza ! Rindu kat Sir Firdaus and Sir Amza. Pergi tournament, dapat medal gangsa. Kira okay la tu dari tak dapat apa apa medal kan. Tapi masa pergi tournament tu, Idhan, Fakhrul and Farhan tinggalkan aku kat Perlis and merayap kat Langkawi. Untung la ~ Sedih gila kena tinggal T.T

Okay la. sampai sini je entry aku kali ni. Next time kalau aku rajin, aku update lagi. Bye bye !

Dugaan

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey guys ! What's up ? Ramai dari korang semua maybe tengah sunyi sepi, sedih dan berduka lara macam aku sekarang.. Tapi aku tak la 100% berduka lara sebab terselit jugak kebahagiaan yang Allah still simpan untuk aku. Yang mampu buat aku tetap and terus kekal Kuat ! :') *macam iklan sabun basuh baju dah aku tengok* Thanks Allah for sending me someone that still cared for me.

Capital S, this post is for you.

My sweetest friend, I'm sorry if I'd make mistakes. Aku tak pasti silap aku kat mana. Kau tak pernah terangkan kenapa kau tiba tiba benci aku. Aku tak salahkan kau tiba tiba kau marah marah aku. Aku terpaksa anggap semua tu just dugaan. Aku ni pon manusia biasa. Maaf sebab tak bagi perhatian masa kau cakap dengan aku sebab kau salah timing. Seriously, berat bagi aku nak accept and hadam apa yang kau cakap tu bulat bulat. Especially part kau cakap "AKU BENCI KAU". Aku sayang kau tapi aku tak faham conflict apa yang jadi antara kita berempat. Aku tak pernah benci kau. Tak pernah sekali pon. Aku pon manusia biasa. Walaupun aku nampak kuat tapi aku tetap ada hati dan perasaan.

Apa perasaan kau bila tiba tiba kawan yang kau sayang tak bercakap dengan kau? Abaikan kau ?  Kau boleh terima ke ? Aku keluar dengan empat orang tu pon sebab aku nak bagi masa untuk kau fikir apa yang terbaik untuk diri kau. Sorry kalau buat kau sakit hati. Aku sayang kau ! Menyakitkan bila orang yang kita sayang tiba tiba menjauh tanpa sebab. Aku cuma ada empat orang tu je. Dulu aku ada 8 orang yang sentiasa ada kat sisi aku, tapi sekarang semua dah pergi. Sakit Okay !

Sorry la kalau tiba tiba aku balik rumah tanpa sebab. Ye ! Aku nak lari dari korang. Aku duduk bilik yang ada 4 orang tapi aku rasa macam aku duduk sorang sorang. Hati aku sakit. Aku nak cari ketenangan. Maaf kalau buat kau terasa. Maaf sangat sangat.. Aku harap kau baca apa yang aku type ni.

*AKU TETAP SAYANG KAU SEBAGAI KAWAN SAMPAI BILA BILA, capital S..

My life as DDV's student

Assalamualaikum ~

Hai hai ~ Okay, before this I'd promise to story morry about my life as students right ? Tapi tapi tapi.. I'm so sorry because didn't have a time to upload so many things here. So sorry. Okay la.. Let's check this out ~

My Artwork !

Hey ! This is my final project for drawing skills subject. I only use 1 day to finished this drawing. This is my last minute drawing. Mula mula aku lukis gambar tupai nak ambil kacang dari tangan orang but suddenly, that drawing tertinggal dalam bas masa aku nak balik ke Perlis. Even though I know I didn't have so much time to draw it again, but I made up my mind to create a new one. Thanks Allah ! I made it on time ! 

Nah ! This is the drawing that I left on the bus.. Seriously, I've put so much effort here but then it left on the bus. How sad ! T.T

  

Okay this picture are sure not awesome. Aku tak buat betul betul. Grid drawing. 

Okay, tu je yang dalam simpanan aku.. Yang lain dah sampai kat lecturer and tak sampai balik kat tangan aku. Sedih kan ? haha. Ada gambar untuk art and design subject but soft copy untuk semua gambar, tak ada kat aku. So sad ! T.T 

Ouh ya ! Last but not least, I want to congrats to myself because I've got 3.55 pointer in a first sem ! Yeah ! I did it ! :D AKJ ( Anugerah Ketua Jabatan) Hope the next sem my pointer will not go down. Hope so..

Okay, kita teruskan dengan script writing punya assignment. Tak susah and tak senang untuk subject ni.. Apa yang tak susah ? Yang tak susah tu bab pergi kelas. Sebab biasanya kami hanya pergi kelas untuk bentangkan our project je. It's fun ! But tak senang tu pulak, bahagian markah. Yup. It's kinda hard to get a marks. Okay, let's check this out.

Okay, dapat upload trailer je. This is just a few of our final project. We have to do some researched. Our project is about Mahsuri.

Ni Izzuddin. We called him Iz. Dia ni DDS's student (Seni Digital)  Dia memang pantang nampak camera. While I'm waiting them for snap Makam Mahsuri's picture, I took some photo with Iz. 

Here it is ! Farhan, our photographer (maybe) Haha. He's in part of editing our final project videos. ( Iz menyibuk ! Haha )

There we are ! Fakhrul as our tour guide. Haha. Nope la. He's our 'kepala' in our final project. Our AHLONG. Haha.. He's in management part.

Ah ! Idhan's picture are not there. Sorry Idhan. You're busy with your stuff so can't take some picture with you.

Stylo Production. I do love them so much ! Without them, for sure my life at PTSS will be bored. Thanks Allah for sending me the sweet, tough, cute, and crazy friend like them :)

Okay, habis part tu, kita pergi part final project untuk Photography pulak. Susah ? Tak la susah sangat. Tapi boleh sasau la jugak buat project ni. Our first idea is Parkour. But we've changed it. It's kinda hard to do it. So we changed to Martial Art. We've go to Alor Star ( for shooting) and Jawi, Perak (Kampung Fakhrul) But got rejected from our lecturer. Then we ended up to  do something easy and do like professional. ( Oh ! Bajet sungguh !) We're not only do our assignment only, but we've go to travel too. Okay, check this out ! 

Me ! At Taman Ular, Perlis.

He's cute ! Love his eyes ! :3 Fais asseri. DHK's students ( Hotel Catering )

After watching some monkey, they wanna be like them ! Haha :P *caption yang agak kejam!*

Only one girl ? Ouh yeah ! They are my body guard ! Haha :P

Stylo Production : Buat assignment and Makan angin ~ :3

I love this view ! Thanks Farhan ! :D

Tasou Lake. A damn beautiful places ! SubhanaAllah :)

Farhan get along with the camera. Memory penuh dambar dia ! Haha.

Camdid ! Hampeh betul photographer ni -.-" ( dunno whether Fakhrul or farhan as Paparazi -.-")

Candid again. But beautiful ! Love it !

A part of our assignment. Snap some picture for final project.

Muka poyo and kepanasan. Hell yeah ! Even tired, but still get an awesome memories.

Saudara mereka yang sudah lama terpisah ! ( Fakhrul, Idhan and Fais)

Muka teruja dapat jumpa sahabat lama ! :P

Okay, done with photography. Okay, about my club pulak. Kelab teater, kelab yang paling aku aktif. Aku ada join kelab Fasilitator but 1 event pon aku tak join. Tak ada masa and selalunya mesti ada event lain yang clash dengan event fasi ni. So aku aktif kat kelab teater je la. Okay, sebelum ni aku ada post tentang Program berbuka Puasa di rumah kanak kanak perlindungan Arau, yup, that's my first time handle event. Memang seram, takut, nervous. Haha. Macam macam perasaan ada time tu. But at last event tu berjalan lancar. Thanks Allah ! Second event is IN-TEM (Interaksi bersama ahli kelab teater muzikal). 

Sorry la.. Tak ada gambar untuk second event. Okay la.. Gotta go.. Mahu mandi and relax. Penat dah mata asyik menghadap laptop. Daa.. 

conflict ?

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey guys ! What's up ? Did you guys had some conflict? What kind of conflict ? Or maybe you're sit in front of your laptop and eating cornflakes ? Okay, stop right there ! *I'm started blur for a while*

Okay, actually I had some conflict. Hurm. Maybe December are not really kind to me. Hope the next month, January will be kind to me. I hope so ~ Daa ~

* I can't have a long post like before. Sorry.. (away for awhile)*

I'm getting Old ?

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey guys ! How are you ? Okay, I'm sorry for not posting any stories about my class and few thing at PTSS as I promised before. Actually, I don't know how to share with you guys. It's okay. Maybe I will update later. Our semester breaks will ended soon. Oh My ! I don't how to feel. Whether I'm happy, excited (because of certain reasons), lazy and etc. And fyi, my ex-classmate (4 account,2010 ), Alif are going to be my junior. WHAT ? We're on the same Poli ? Why why why ? But actually, I'm happy with it. Bertambah lagi la kawan lelaki aku kat sana. Haha..

Okay, forget about that ! Back to our title.. What ?! I'm getting old ? Oh No ! Say no to get old ! I wanna be young forever ! ( can I ? :3 )  Yeah, yesterday is my birthday.Happy belated birthday to me ! Haha. What the fish ?! Wish for yourself ? derr.. How sad ! Thanks for those who wish my birthday. Actually, I'm not really happy on that day. For me, my birthday is just nothing. There's nothing special about that day. Furthermore, I spend my 'birthday time' with helping my mother at her stall and sat in front of my laptop, watching a Japanese drama. What a boring day.. My father were bought a Black forest cake for me and I have to wait my sister until she's back from her office. After Maghrib, I've go to Pasar Malam for buy a dinner. Then. we're prepare the dinners on the table and ate them. Then the last part is Potong cake's session. Before that, I have to capture some picture of cake before it lost in 'dragon's stomach'. Haha. ( Sorry, Malas nak upload ) After ate, I'm going back to my room and ready for hibernasi ( sleep ). Memang awal aku masuk tidur on that day. But who's care ? -.-" I hope that day will ended early than usual !

Like anyone who already reach their birthday day, I also have a wish. Let's check it out ~

1) I wanna have a beautiful dress !

Ha ! Cantik kan ? Yeah. LOVE to wearing a dress like this but this dress will be wasted because takkan aku nak pergi jalan jalan pakai baju macam ni. Kang ada yang tegur pengantin lari dari wedding sendiri pulak. I seyh man ! -.-"

2) Dah ada baju, mesti la ada kasut kan ?

Ha ! Kasut ni cantikan ? simple but elegance. 

3) Bilik dipenuhi buku dan komik ♥

cantikkan tempat ni ? Kalau penat membaca, boleh tengok pemandangan pulak :3

Hunger games set's book !

Ni la yang aku tengah tunggu turun dari langit ! Eyyhh.. silap ! Aku tengah kumpul duit yang sentiasa tak terkumpul tu, nak beli buku ni, satu set ! Harga dia dalam rm60 something kat MPH.. lupa already..

Okay. I would like to stop right here. Wanna sleep meyh. Anyway, special thanks to my room mate for her entry made only for me ( Syazlin ).. :)

Stylo Production members ♥

Assalamualaikum ~

Holla ! Hey guys ! What's up ? It's been a long time that I left this blog. Oh my ! I already forget how to write an essay like I did before. kuang kuang kuang. I'm sorry for leave it my blog and do not update any post after I've entered PTSS. Yeah, I'm kinda busy. I have a lot of assignment to submit and for sure it left a few memories that i can't forget in semester 1. Okay, let me show you one by one. Maybe this post will made your eyes blur because it's too long ! Haha.. Gomen nee ( Japanese language means sorry ).

Firstly, if you did read my older post,  I did tell you what class I'm in and who is my room mates. But right now, I want to tell about My group that called as Stylo production. In that team has me, Idhan,Fakhrul and Farhan. Actually they are my best friend, my classmate and my sweet brother. Yeah, I'm only a girl who are surrounded by a boys. Haha.. Who's care ? Haha.

from left : me, Fakhrul, Idhan,Farhan

Since we were closed, so we decide to be together in one group. And we decide to named our group as Stylo Production. 

How We Met ?

Okay, this question is kinda hard to answer it. We are classmate, so we do met at class everyday ! So, maybe I should change the question to "How do we get closed ?". Okay, like always, I'm not really friendly. But after we're finished our class ( ni cerita masa kami belum rapat and to be more clarified, this time is when we're just about met at the first class), Iffah and I and I don't really know since when our classmates (boys only) were followed us. Or maybe we did followed them. I don't really remember about that part. We take a seat and just had an easy chat like tanya nama, asal mana and what so ever la. Like always, diorang akan cakap aku sombong sebab aku jarang bercakap. Yes, I admit it. Saya memang susah nak bercakap sebab setiap kali saya bercakap, mesti ada yang tersasul. That's why la aku malas nak bercakap. 

After that, someone were told us, yang Matrix card dah siap and boleh ambil dekat Pejabat Hal Ehwal Pelajar (HEP). So, we decided to go there together. After that, only me and Idhan je yang tak ada kad matrik. Agak bengang la jugak sebab tunggu punya la lama but then " I'm sorry. Matrix card anda tak ada". So, me, Idhan and Farhan ( just temankan Idhan) decide nak tunggu orang tu buat kad baru. Masa ni la kami jadi rapat. Idhan yang mulanya nampak sombong and agak pendiam, bercakap tak berhenti. Wohoo ! Sungguh aku terkejut ! I thought Idhan are annoying and perasan handsome ( actually, memang betul pon dia perasan handsome) but that time dia tunjukkan perangai dia yang kuat bercerita. Agak funny jugak la cerita dia. And blablabla. Banyak betul cerita dia. But then, kitorang dipanggil untuk buat kad matrik. Suddenly, aku teringat yang aku tak pernah bagi apa apa gambar sebab masa pendaftaran modul, aku tak berapa sihat. So, Idhan dapat kad matrik dia. And he look very happy to have it. -.-" Then because of  I didn't has any gambar on that time, so kena lah cari masa lain untuk buat matrik kad tu. After that, masa on the way nak balik hostel, aku pon dengan muka ala ala tak malu, mintak phone number Idhan and Farhan. That's because I do not has my classmate's phone numbers. Then sejak dari tu kami rapat. Aku rapat dengan fakhrul pulak sebab dia join kelab teater. Dari situ aku mula rapat dengan diorang berempat. Always together. 

Okay, the end of this part. I will update a new entry for tomorrow. No worries, I had a thousands story that I want to share in this blog.. Okay, Gotta go.. Sayonara ~ :D

Program berbuka Puasa

Assalamualaikum ~

Hey hey ! Hoi hoi ! Long time no see aaa.. Guys, before aku melalut lebih panjang berserta hujah hujah yang mengarot aku keluar, aku nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ! :D walaupun aku rasa dah agak terlambat sebab semua students dah start masuk ke kelas and bagi students yang nak SPM tahun ni, diorang semua tengah struggle study untuk trial. Almaklumlah, sekarang kan musim exam ~ Good luck to all form 5 this year :) Okay okay, actually aku tak pasti aku nak update tentang apa untuk entry kali ni.

Eyhh ! Aku rasa aku macam nak cerita tentang Program Berbuka puasa bersama anak anak perlindungan ulu pauh. Even dah masuk minggu kedua raya, tapi aku tetap nak cerita tentang program ni ! Tak kira ! Tak kira ! [ sambil hentak hentak kaki ] untuk pengetahuan korang, program ni berlaku pada 14 ogos 2012. Tapi aku ni TER-lebih malas nak update blog. So, ku biarkan saja belog ku bersawang sawang umpama rumah yang ditinggalkan ~ Haha. :P Okay, cerita dah nak start ni.. Boleh la bawak popcorn tu dok mai makan depan lappy naa.. Tak mau bagi sepah okay ! Jadi budak baik tau ! Haha !

Ceritanya bermula sebegini ~

Dimalam yang sunyi lagi menyejukkan, aku bersengkang mata nak siapkan tentative untuk program ni. Ku fikirkan ianya mudah.. Rupa rupanya ianya sulit ! [ loghat indonesia] Rosak bahasa Indonesia aku buat -.-" okay okay, back to our story.. Lepas aku siapkan tentative semua, kitorang ada meeting before kitorang buat simulasi bersama fasi. Memang agak pening la sebab banyak kerja yang kitorang kena siapkan secepat mungkin then assignment pon banyak gila ! Lepas siap meeting and cari orang volunteer untuk jadi fasi, kitorang terus cari hari and masa untuk buat simulasi fasi. Memang penat ! Tapi rasa bersyukur gila lepas program tu habis.

Nak tengok gambar simulasi fasi ? Jap ! Nak cerita tentang aktiviti masa simulasi fasi tu kejap.

Mula mula semua fasi dah diberitahu untuk datang ke pusat sukan pada pukul 2 petang tapi at last kitorang buang masa hampir 1 jam untuk tunggu semua datang. Frust ? Not really.. Sebab aku pon ada kerja on that time. Hihi :P Tapi kesian la dekat Fasi fasi yang menunggu tu.. Haha. :P Kitorang start buat simulasi tu pada pukul 3 petang sampai la pukul 6.15 petang. Lamakan ? Dah la panas kat situ ! Kitorang buat aktiviti Rantai nama. Rantai nama ni kena ingat semua nama setiap fasi fasi yang volunteer untuk program ni. Best ? Of course la ! Haha.. Kelakar gila tengok gaya Idhan nak ingat nama orang.. :P [Sorry Idhan, TERmasukkan nama kau pulak :P] Then kitorang teruskan dengan aktiviti menari Tarian Tommy and Chicken Dance. Tarian Tommy tu sangat comel  + kelakar.. Chicken dance tu dah biasa buat dah.. Okay, malas nak cerita panjang panjang, Nah ! Tengok la gambar gambar simulasi fasi ni..

Time ni Asrul tengah handle untuk game Goreng pisang

Kami tengah busy meeting ni ! -.-"

Chicken Dance ? Haha ! :P

Pabila ku mengeluarkan bebelan bebelan ku ~ Kahkah !

Fasu yang kepenatan setelah beberapa minit menari ? o.O

Encik boss tengah bagi taklimat.

Comelkan gaya aku menari ? Haha ! :P

Okay, penat nak letak banyak banyak gambar.. Sekarang nak cerita tentang perjalanan program kat sana pulak. Program kat sana mulanya agak kucar kacir sikit sebab last minute dapat tahu yang bas datang pukul 5.30 petang. Sepatutnya bas kena datang pukul 5. Heaven gila bila kena tunggu lebih kurang 1 jam lebih kat cafe siswi. Then sampai kat tempat program lebih kurang pukul 6 petang. Seriously, I like.... [ Blur] Mungkin sebab tak tahu apa apa tentang perjalanan program kat sana so agak stress la mula mula tu. Dalam pukul 6.15 petang anak anak perlindungan[peserta] tu kena masuk dalam dewan. I feel like... [ Scared ! Like wanna run away from that place ! ] Nampak pulak kakak kakak mentor tengah pujuk certain peserta yang taknak masuk dewan. Tapi dalam lebih kurang 6.30 petang baru la program kitorang bergerak. Mulanya sesi perkenalan bersama fasi. Bebel bebel and menari menari semua. Then pukul 7 petang kena lepaskan semua peserta masuk ke dewan makan sebab nak berbuka dah. Then bebel bebel, borak borak, ambil gambar, bising bising, ambil makanan and apa entah. Then bila azan bunyi je, semua sibuk mengunyah makanan. [ Tak termasuk aku. ] That time aku malas nak makan sebab tak ada selera langsung ! Tapi mentor mentor semua suruh aku makan. So, dengan pasrahnya aku pon makan la sikit.. [ Aku lupa aku makan apa time tu -.-" ] Lepas berbuka, semua peserta keluar dari dewan makan. Time tu agak bercelaru sikit sebab semua agak kelam kabut. Nak beratur pon ambil masa yang agak lama. Then yang boleh solat tu pergi surau and yang tak boleh tu semua kena pergi dewan. Mula mula memang blur sebab slot untuk orang yang tak boleh solat tu langsung tak buat. LUPA ! Tapi kakak kakak mentor buat sikit persembahan untuk orang yang tak boleh solat tu. lebih kurang pukul 10, peserta habis solat terawih, semua kena duduk dalam dewan. Time tu aku dengan syafiq handle untuk slot bersama peserta. Ada tarian tommy, chicken dance, tarian orang bilang and tepuk sayang. Ada aktiviti yang tak sempat nak buat. Then pukul 10.30 malam pulak aktiviti penutup. Then balik ~ Aku tingalkan korang semua dengan gambar gambar kat program kat sana okay ? Daa ~ Nak tidur ~ Good Night ! :D

barisan fasi fasi 

*sila abaikan orang yang pakai tudung biru, baju putih kat belakang sekali [atas stage]

'sesi' menunggu bas