Assalamualaikum ~
Ahh [sigh].. Lamanya aku tak jenguk ini rumah. Blogger sudah bertukar rupa ? Oh no ! Or hanya aku punya blog je yang da bertukar ? No no no ! Apa apa je la. Janji tak mengacau life aku yang sesungguhnya lifeless tu! Ahh.. Stop talking about lifeless. And now, let's we talk about our love.. Errr....
Talking about first love, i believed that our students yang study kat U and ada jugak yang high school students tengah hangat bercinta. Or maybe our primary school students too. Ahh.. They are always wanted to look cool like they are already matured like maybe his brother or her sister. That's why la primary students tu wanna have their own couple. Actually, the kids nowadays always wanted to be like their brother or sister or someone that looked so cool in front of them. When they looked at someone elder than them do something, they just wanna try it out. Just you all already sees surrounds us. The primary kid are coupling. Eiuuw. That's really annoying ! I'm not insult them but that's the facts ! I'm realize that i had do something ANNOYING before and i really regret it ! I hope that now i could turns back my time. Then, I will not find a boyfriend while i'm studying. Now I'm realize why my parents scolded me when they find out that I'm had a special relation with my senior. They are really mad that time. But I'm really too stubborn on that time ! -.-" I'm really regret about that ! >.< I'm regret about being jerk before ! But I know that's too late to realize -.-"
I really wanted to ask high school students and primary kid yang tengah hangat bercinta ni. I wanna ask them what they are really wanted on their relation? What are they thinking about the future ? And what are they survive when they are grow up, going to U and further study, then they are find out a new boy/ girl more better than they had right now. If they are clashed because of another girl/boy, then somebody called them with "PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL". Are they really like that 'pet name' ? -.-" ahh.. [sigh]
Actually, a REAL FIRST LOVE will born with sincere heart, not based on lust, take care each other, and the important thing is MATURED THINKING ! That's the fact actually. No wonder la kalau ada couple yang dari diorang study on kindergarten to primary school then to the high school until they are grow up and be what they had dreamed since they are kids and will lasts with marriage. Siapa kata tak ada cinta macam ni ? What do you actually think ? Movie ? Drama ? Nope ! But the movie and drama is actually come from the real life. But just a few movie or drama yang tak boleh dipercayai sebab that's only based on imagination. Nah.. Do you see what life is about ? That's not only love but the way you think,the way you cared, the way you try let you partner happy. Love is not only a love but love is the biggest responsible you have to carried behind your back ! What's the meaning of sarangheyo, I love you, Aku cinta padamu, Aishiteru, ti amo, and so many words that the same meaning, if in your heart, in your mind, and your shoulder can't bear the pain of love, can't bear the responsible, can't make your partner happy ? Love is about the life ! Once you loved someone, then you must take that responsible ! You have to carry that behind your back. Then, after you feel the pain, you will touch the real happiness of love.
While I'm typing this post, I'd learn what love is for. Love will keep you strong, love will wipe your tears away,love will actually heal the pain. You can't be selfish or egoist once the love's come to your heart. I'm will not talking only the pain of love but i'm actually talking about what love can do for you. But, you must realize that our life is full of a test ! Don't give up easily ! Think about your future and think about something that will bring happiness. I will stop right here. I hope that everybody in this world will get the true love. :)
*I dunno why, suddenly when I'm typing this post while hear songs from Park shin hye, my tears were came down and my heart is beating so fast ! I'm just thinking when this love will come into my life.
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